Why is it that the first guy i ever truly loved turned out to be psycho? I love him with a undying passion and hate him all in one. Then there are those boys who say there in love with me and just my luck they seem to be psychotic as well. I mean I'm no Nancy Spungen well at least i don't think i am , so why the hell am i attracting the sid vicious type? the mentally, emotionally ,physically abusive assholes.
I know Im not normal actually far from it and maybe I'm destined to have a crazy love I just hope that i don't end up dead on the bathroom floor.
"I killed her ...I can't live without her."